My Deep Thoughts of Life

First off, I want to say that I know I'm a little young to have deep thoughts, but I have them. And second, this is NOT, and I repeat NOT, named after the Saturday Night Live skit.

I know how to think happy thoughts. I know what spontaneous means. I know things may happen or not happen. Society is twisted. People ridicule smart people or crippled people. Stephen Hawking is a smart person in a wheelchair, and he's the smartest person in the world, he's made revolutionary discoveries about or universe. Why. What is is all for? I'm sure we'd all be happier if no one ridiculed anyone but we still do. Why. Is it because the earth has been like this for so long that we can't change now? No. The human race is built do adapt. Countless years of evolution have shown that. Read The Clan of the Cave Bear. That has a lot of interesting things in it.
Why do people dislike each other? What is it about someone that will make you like them or not like them? Is is the things they do? The way they look? The clothes they wear? Is it patterns built into each and every human being's brain that will make them like or dislike certain aspects or character traits of things in the environment around them?
And now for the age-old question. Why do we do the things we do. I can tell you that. It's because different people are different than other people. That's what make one person unique. If you say to a misbehaving child, "What would the world be like if everybody in the world was like you," that's a stupid question. Everybody in the world isn't like them and everybody in the world will never be like them. Although it may make the child shut up and think about it for a while (like 10 seconds), that doesn't mean it's a valid question that any parent has the right to ask.
Oh, and space aliens. They are something to be feared. They are something to be afraid of. The are not something real. Well, think about it. How many planets in the universe? Did I hear a "billions"? And what would be the possibility of there being life on just one of them? Did I hear a "close to null"? Well, aliens probably haven't come to earth anytime recently. The government is like, uh, no, we didn't crash a testing spacecraft into Roswell. And the media goes, aliens, aliens! And the government goes, good idea, now pretend to cover it up by, weather balloon, weather balloon. I mean, get real, how stupid do they think people are? Well, evidently, pretty stupid, because people have fallen for it except for a select group like me for fifty years.

I am feeling quite sick right now. On the bus after school, I heard a kid I don't know too well who I usually consider my friend talking to another kid I sort of know about all these kids he's beat their a$$es. He kept saying about how he stomped on their faces and picked them up, tossed them, etc etc. It just made me sick. I mean, I know some people are mean, some people will fight with other people, some will beat people up pretty damn hard. But why? I consider myself a violent person. Sometimes when I get mad I fly off the handle. But I don't beat people up other than my brother, rarely, and then all I ever do is get in one good punch or two. I'm not going to say, how-would-you-like-it-if, because I know that's stupid, I'm not saying, respect your fellow man, because nobody will. But I will never senselessly beat and almost kill another person, no matter how much I want to.

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